the lifes in the mind of an addict

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thats what i dreamed the other day, i was this guy that had a nice life an all, an all of a sudden a lost it all, so i said "fuck life" and i began my life as a junkie, so the history begins when i begin to talk to this heroin junkie guy, he begin to talk to me like " do you really want to reddem it all, and have it all back" and i was like "of course" so me and him teke on heorin, and we get on the same trip, but i was slime thing, but help me to transform in human again, well, the thing is that we were in this wierd place, we were like in a baja place, and the clouds were like wery gray, like if was about to rain, and there were this circle strange holes placed there like doors, so he told me that every door will take me to a part of my life, that i did bad and it will change that part, the i will begin to live my new life, and when i died in that life, i will return to my junkie life, so thats what i did and it was fucking heaven, so the thing was that i begin to use up all my opcions, until one day, i didnt have a door to go trough, so i began to act like crazy on the streets, and they took me to a mental institution, where they tied me up and left me there tied up like for a long time, until a doctor came , and he was intereseted on me, so after a while i began to talk to him, i told him all my lifes, i lived so far, he was so atached, to me that one day he told me that he will grant me something, anything i want, so i told him " kill me", he logicaly, told me no, but i was so stubborn he was to, until one day, i had this strage disease, that it will kil me and i will suffer, the think is that after a while the doctor agree, so he kill me, and when he did, i woke up, yes it was strange.